One day I met someone...for the first time we ignored to another.....then we started to talk to each other...it was a surprise.....we enjoyed the coversations...til for the last we shared our CP number. He started to call me....n talked bout everything....u know I was little bit difficult to make a good relationship in a quick time...but it's so different when I met him. In every way he talked, smiled, and moved..it seems like I've ever met him before dont know maybe in the past time or another life.....Many times he called me....and I feel more n more comfort enjoyed talking with him.....I feel I've him my true love even I have my own boyfriend. It seems he knew all things bout me....n he knew how to treat me that much.....and it's all honest....I've just remembered bout my father's said that in our age of 25 u'll find someone who acctually my true love but u can have him in ur hand just keep it in ur heart. Not every true love can be had.....I think it''s true.....I think this feeling stronger than I ever felt before...... :(( Oh God !!!!
Uff...It's been a long time I didn't bring my own car...This morning I drived my car on the way my mom's office.....I had to fix her computer....but it didn't work...so I have to take it to Computer Service......wuiiihhh........=http://img31.photobucket.com/... I drived so fast...........I love it......It seems like I'm flying......=http://img31.photobucket.com/...
After several days on Bali.....finally....I'm home....even there'was a bad time which I'm bored all day..but.....all things...I'm satified...=http://img31.photobucket.com/...
But the important thing is...I loved to get back....I miss my bedroom much !!=http://img31.photobucket.com/...
I decided to walk alone around Kuta, Bali...yeah it was a hot day.....but I thought it's wrong.. I went out in a rush hour...yeah u know...traffic jam....it's tereble.....today is going wrong.....i'm boring in a rushing hour....damn!!...it was a pity..
I don't know why, but I wished when I to to Bali, I'll find a good time in my life....but it didn't happen. Too hard to believe that it's being the most wasted time in my life....I'm so bored...... =http://img31.photobucket.com/... I cant go out hanging around with my family coz my lil sist's sick, 2nd my uncle family was so doubtfull....yaikss..I hate it.....damn!!!!!! then my mom has to get her coverence...shiiit!!! than what should I do??? NOthing !!!! Damn..i wish i can come home to my own town..... :( =http://img31.photobucket.com/...=http://img31.photobucket.com/...
I dont kno why..but I couldn't sleep =http://img31.photobucket.com/...well last nite....I got so many dreams...catchin' on my head for few times.....so quick....and I didn't know what they mean=http://img31.photobucket.com/......I hope they mean goodness......=http://img31.photobucket.com/...
I've opened my clinique for 2 days......and I got 2 patients in the 1st day and 2 other in the next days.....well...it's not too bad....for the 1st opening :P=http://img31.photobucket.com/...
I hope it will better n better again.......WISH ME LUCK then !! :wink:=http://img31.photobucket.com/...
My new clinique, a little health center has been opened yesterday.....I cant imagine.....it's my own....I'm so happy....=http://img31.photobucket.com/... I hope I can help people surounding me to keep their health.......=http://img31.photobucket.com/...
Wish me Luck !!
PS: To my brother B.....thx a lot ! Miss you! =http://img31.photobucket.com/...
Horray..!!! =http://img31.photobucket.com/... My lovely brother B's back.....I hope he always be alright......found his smile again....I miss him much.......
[b]"BE HAPPY MY LOVELY B !! =http://img31.photobucket.com/... "[/b]
I found a Making Song Competition....I'm intersted....so I get the application and running down to make notes and chords.....I make a waltz one=http://img31.photobucket.com/......n wish me luck ! :wink:=http://img31.photobucket.com/...
I've not yet entered the dermatology departement but my friend told me there was a conspiracy to descrite me off....I dunno what he meaned but I've heard bout it before....=http://img31.photobucket.com/...
Sometime I think what's wrong with me? I never make any mistake on that departement....but my friends said that people'll become my seniors were jelous with me....I dunno which part but they are...
I just hope that's only a rumour n It will be alrite....they only dunno bout me yet......n hoping their vision bout me will change after they now me more... WISH ME LUCK !!!
2 days ago I couldn't take the internet connection...I got a problem in my system at lsass.exe...It's attacked by a sasser virus...a new virus's made by a 18 years old boy in Berlin....He's a genius person...he attacked the USS Sub Marine, International Bank of London and Australian National Bank....and many other big institutions.....and also my PC....It made the PC in the auto shutdown.....it only can be blocked but not revomed yet....coz there's no antivirus yet....
He made the virus to help his mother bussiness at PC Help...he didn't think that his virus can destruct the program that much.....so he was caught but then released....he had to make the antivirus to remove all the viruses he made.....u know...he made the Sasser in 4 varians....oh God !! :evil: :roll:
Well..that's a bad news......Now the good one....I was accepted to enter the Specialization Education on Departement of Dermatology and Venerology in Medical Faculty of Diponegoro University =http://img31.photobucket.com/.....well...it's my great almamater....I hope I can be a good dermatologist someday.....Wish me luck for that.....Thank you !!=http://img31.photobucket.com/...
PS : God..thanks f blessing me that much...my family, My lovely fiance, Brother B, Thiya, Indra and everybody...thanks for wishing me luck and supporting me that much....=http://img31.photobucket.com/...[b]I LOVE U ALL[/b]=http://img31.photobucket.com/... =http://img31.photobucket.com/...
What's wrong with love anyway? My lovely brother B got problems bout it.......I don't know what's happened but I knew he's hurted.... :( I'm so sorry for him =http://img31.photobucket.com/... I wish I can help him out of blue..but..I'll wait til he ask me for it....=http://img31.photobucket.com/...
B...be patient okay.....I hope u'll be alright....I'll be rite behind ur shoulder..so anytime u need me....I'll be there for u......I'm ur Lil' Sist...I really care bout u B !! =http://img31.photobucket.com/...
Today my aunty asked me to go to a Piano Recital on The Old City....Her friend's daughter will play the piano....well...I love to listen =http://img31.photobucket.com/...a classic one..so I accepted it....I hope it'll be a better one :) :wink:=http://img31.photobucket.com/...
PS: I found a cute character in Dian's Blog hahaha =http://img31.photobucket.com/... It's very funny......I'm a "CRUSH" character...wise one isn't :oops: What Finding Nemo Character are You? brought to you by Quizilla
I've woke up from nitemare.....and ready to face off all things in front of me.....but there's a thing I've not fixed yet....I still cant talk with my own brother....it takes time......
It's too hard to forget what he said to me...but I hope it'll run out from my head....but the important thing is I'm back....be a happy person full of smile...=http://img31.photobucket.com/...
Thx to Thiya..my lovely B....and specially for my parents and my sist and also my lovely fiance...[b]I LOVE U ALL[/b]
It has been 4 days.....and I still dont understand what's wrong with me......after the fight with my brother I've lost my self control.....until now......sometime I lost my mind for a few seconds without any reasons...I feel very lonely....
Everytime I sit and see my self on the mirror...I cant figure it out..who's standing there.....It's not me....It's not my reflection.....so sad..so pale....no smile......Where's my reflection?
I'm tired to be like this....but what can I do? It's all different now...not like before.....so hurting.... But...I've to wake up from this nitemare....I'll keep my head standing up to face the truth....I'll find my self and bring back the smile again on my own face...
Thiya..thx for ur support......My lovely B, thx for listening all my rushes...n giving me ur hand to help me up.....guiding me out of the mares...I know I can always count on u.....love u Bro!! To Indra : thx a lot pal!
I've lost my mind for these last 2 days....I felt like a silly...crazy and dumb...whole things dumped on my head =http://img31.photobucket.com/.....uff..it's hard and hurt.....Thiya's right..I need vacation...far away from home.....maybe for a week and I think it's enough......I wish I can go abroad but it's better to go around my own country...coz there're so many places I've not known before...
Thiya...thanks for ur suggestion....U're rite...I really need it....=http://img31.photobucket.com/... wish u can come here and join my vacation...Thx a lot dude !! :) :wink: =http://img31.photobucket.com/...
=http://img31.photobucket.com/...:cry: [b]Help Me Will U ??[/b] Something bad is happened to me...made me loose my mind...I got crazy....really crazy....I think I become paranoid.........Sometime I loose my mind for few seconds...I cant concentrate with something...Oh God help me !!! :cry:=http://img31.photobucket.com/...
Tomorrow is my best friend B-day...=http://img31.photobucket.com/...=http://img31.photobucket.com/... And I have to find something for her....but I'm confused what present I'll give her.... I'll give her something memoarable... Let me think.=http://img31.photobucket.com/......ehmm.....hahah.=http://img31.photobucket.com/......I'll give her a Pinky Pig....It's so cute...
Today I woke up in the early mornin'...n I remember that I'd to clean up my house...esspecially the 2nd floor=http://img31.photobucket.com/......I've moped all the floor...It's clean now.....But I'm tired.....uff....Gonna sleep now=http://img31.photobucket.com/........
I've added the newest pics of cartoons characters on my blog.....I've made it coz Hobiee influence.=http://img31.photobucket.com/......I saw at Hobiee's blog full of cartoons...n I realized that my blog's still empty at the bottom.....=http://img31.photobucket.com/...
So that's why I edited my blog esspecially at the bottom site...and there it is.=http://img31.photobucket.com/.......My cartoons blog...I got the characters from Disney's and Anime's....
This blog is built for everybody...=http://img31.photobucket.com/... =http://img31.photobucket.com/...so pls enjoy it... =http://img31.photobucket.com/...
When I opened my blog..I got a new 3 msgs...When I saw it...I got a new link from another tblogger named Hobiee...=http://img31.photobucket.com/... She's so nice....She said that my blog's cute..but when I clicked at her blog......wow.......her blog is cuter than mine....=http://img31.photobucket.com/... I love it....=http://img31.photobucket.com/...there're so many cartoons characters like Hobbes...Calvin...Starfish....Sponge Bob Square Pants...Martians....Nemo and friends...The Bugs....and the last thing and the best one is ALF the alien....
Last time I saw the Alf's movie is 7 years ago.....he's one of my favourite character...funny and brown....Cutty and silly.....=http://img31.photobucket.com/... ahahhahh....When I saw Hobiee's blog I laugh out loud rememer bout Alf's acts....=http://img31.photobucket.com/...
For Hobiee...thank for bring me in ur world full of joy and take me to my funny memories with ur toon character....Thx a lot....Nice wonderful blog Hobiee !! =http://img31.photobucket.com/... =http://img31.photobucket.com/...
It's saturday....I'll be alone on this weekend..=http://img31.photobucket.com/... My parents're goin' out of town....and also my brother...my sist'll hang out with her friends....and I'll sit alone at home.....it's a pity, isn't it? :? =http://img31.photobucket.com/... What will I do at home...hmmm...I'll chat...make a phone call.....watch tv..etc =http://img31.photobucket.com/...=http://img31.photobucket.com/...=http://img31.photobucket.com/....... :P =http://img31.photobucket.com/...
I'll pass this weekend easily...never mind.... :wink: =http://img31.photobucket.com/...=http://img31.photobucket.com/...
Dancin'Puppy
Calvin
Chobbes
Mr.Martello
StarFish
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